Birthdays may be milestones, a marker or indication of some thing truly changing in your life, but nonetheless, it carries very little weight or sentimental value to me.
Today is my birthday, and I'm not excited... is that weird?? I decided I don’t like birthdays anymore because they're supposed to be this big special day, and then they come and its... well... same stuff, different day. I always want them to be special too, I look forward to them, and then the day always is a let down... hmmm is this weird? Oh well I have been trying to prepare myself for the day being horrible, just so I won’t be let down...
I don’t like the fact that people feel "obliged" to buy cards and presents instead of wanting to show someone you like them and/or care about them and/or want to please them. But I am happy to be healthy and alive with my family/friends.
Does anyone else not like birthdays or am I just peculiar?
Rant over. 
